I guess that's my "obstacle" ... This place I've found, this moment ... I don't want to leave it; it's not that I don't think I could find "better". It's that I don't feel the need, or urge to ... what I have here is "enough" ... There is both love and forgiveness here, and these are the two most important ingredients for growth.
What I've done over the past week; in so many ways, these are not things to be spoken of in places such as this. This knowledge is for the heavens and earths alone to know.
While the cloistered life of a single identity is not something I've ever been afforded to know; and so I will forever see neither side of the coin, but rather that sliver of an edge between.